It's been almost 4 months since I last blogged. As KH expected, i didn't have the perseverance to continue blogging the numerous trips we've been to since we came to Europe. And also, judging from how long my posts are, it's obvious that I wouldn't quite have the time for that as well.

I feel extraordinarily unaccomplished in this one-year sabbatical. I tendered my resignation a week back, sent an email to my ex-boss asking if he could kindly be my referee for future job applications, but received no replies as of yet. My francais is as horrid as ever, did not manage to touch the Japanese textbooks i lugged all the way from home, didn't manage to "discover" myself or find something that I am super keen on doing... I feel like a complete failure.

But I think KH feels the same about himself so I thought i ought to spare him my agony.

I wish i could blame the society, that I grew up in, for being overly pragmatic and unforgiving of alternatives, but truth to be told, I am scared of venturing into unproven territories myself. Nobody could make me move forward if I decide to stay. My subconscious is incredulously stubborn on that.

Time feels like the glaciers, quickly melting away & never coming back.

Oh how i wish i can continue staying here in this beautiful heaven~~